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[26 Dec 2009|03:45pm] |
I wish it wouldn't have taken so long to realize that my mother will NEVER be satisfied with anything that I do..but over the past year that has become ALL TO CLEAR. And in 2010 I am done trying.
I am also tired of spending my life doing things that I don't really care about. I am ready to take chances on the things that I love (whether it be on people , activities, or even career choices!) and in 2010 I am going to start taking those chances, and I am going to ENJOY MY LIFE and do what will make ME happy instead of trying so hard to live a life that will make someone else happy.
I'm kinda excited for these resolutions ! I think I might "find" myself a little bit this year. And that is always a good thing.
I've spent way too much of my life "playing it safe" and trying to please other people.... But 2010 is going to be a lot different from that!! And hopefully after a year of finding out what makes me happy and what I am capable of, I won't be so scared to just do my own thing in the future! Here goes : )
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